Stream Log
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Thu
18
Jun 2026
Current Objective
Truly identify the overarching singular goal for my life.
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Determination
Posting live shut up and yaps
× clear Insight
Play Persona 4 Golden / Trails in the Sky the 1st / Wagotabi to learn more vocab Watch a children's show in Japanese (Doraemon?)
× clear Expression
Sing COLORS by FLOW karaoke (with proper singing voice) Draw/design a new profile asset
× clear Sincerity
Search for simple ways to interact with Japanese people
× clear Chaos
Motorcycle scuffed stream
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Tue
2
Jun
I am the aura monster; I actually wrote words for a scene.
Started writing the sensory deprivation scene for my story... and I surprisingly liked the process. Read some more Kanon.
Insight Expression
I'm going to get so much aura the people that interact with me will want to build up their own aura!
Mon
1
Jun
Read a bit more Kanon, but really spent way too long yapping.
Took what felt like an eternity to read a bit more Kanon... then spent the night yapping about climbing stairs.
Sincerity Chaos
Surely we'll leave the house at some point?
Fri
29
May
Read some Kanon and yapped about developing aura.
Made more connections between JP words and kanji. Started writing a script to pitch myself for INTERNET GENIUS.
Insight Chaos
I am awakening to my reality warping powers. Why not me?
Wed
27
May
Downloaded Kanon and read through the opening scene.
After struggling a bit more with Persona 4 Golden, I said screw it let's go all in on visual novels.
Insight Determination
Message to all canon events: BRING IT ON! I'll diff every single conflict and tragedy to become completely myself.
Tue
26
May
12 hours stream: I edited most of the 2025 Tokyo Vlog Part 3 video.
Edited the vlog I haven't edited since a year ago. Fed the kittens, cooked a simple beefsteak, and yapped for hours on end.
Chaos Determination
I hate editing! If I keep saying that, then it's cooked. So I love editing!
Thu
21
May
Listened to Primetimesquid drop of Crossfaded.
(weebcloset) Another banger from the great weeb himself.
Chaos
I ain't gonna lie: Loli Controversy might actually be top 3 PTS songs.
Tue
19
May
Played some Wagotabi and demonstrated my Japanese learning
Despite having troubles recalling old kanji, I was able to showcase how far I've come in Japanese learning and how much I have to learn. I was able to recall COLORS from memory up until the 探して part.
Determination
I swear I haven't completely squandered my time!
Thu
14
May
Karaoke stream in broken car.
Tried streaming in a car within the garage to limit noise. I might need a voice monitor to actually improve my singing.
Expression
Jibun woooooo!
Tue
12
May
Rant on intrinsic motivation.
Talked about falling back into my old identity and possible ways to combat that.
Sincerity
The answer is simple: I need to inject Gurren Lagann into my blood stream...
Sun
10
May
Watched some Japanese fairy tales.
Watched Japanese story times of Peachboy, the Three Little Pigs, Inch-boy, and the Seven Goats.
Insight
Japanese fairy tales are dark and wild. Stealing is okay for survival's sake and arson is real.
Fri
8
May
Walked outside. Very normal Ninjaruss stream.
Went outside my house and yapped about the future of the stream.
Determination
I will indeed get 100 Girlfriends.
Tue
5
May
Explored the future for the Ninjaruss live stream.
Explained some ideas for making the live stream unique and authentic.
Sincerity
This stream is what will lead us to the Steins;Gate. We are already living in the Steins;Gate.
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